I guess it's back...

The access problems with Jim's blog appear to be resolved. Even though he's one of THOSE people. Those post deleting people... Yeah...



So I now have someone to go to Valentine's Day dinner with... Should I add in a movie? It's my first real date, without any expectations. Amazing isn't it?
However, I don't even know if I want a girlfriend. I want the benefits, true, but there seems to be a fair amount of work involved. If there's anything I don't need, it's more work.
That, and I'm afraid... I'm afraid of commitment, of needing someone, of making plans, and of designing futures. I'm afraid of the natural progression of relationships, and I'm afraid of both the joy and the pain it can cause. Sex is simple, love is not. It should be the other way around I think. The world would be a much better place.



I feel: (=| Confused and frightened