Focus! FOOOCCUSSS!

Like a bad movie projectionist, I can't see my own picture. I'm like a strong beam of backlight or a movie projector with out a lens. I'm well-lit but indiscernable.

The times when I can focus, I accomplish incredible things. Work takes a rhythm of its own and I just lose track of time in the press for completion. And yet, that focus is hard to establish and fleeting when it does occur. I need lenses, good strong lenses.

Where do I find them?

And what do I have to give up?

I feel: Lost 0_0